o and il lbe getting my first tattoos as of july 20th....2 stars

yay!

im getting them in germany

duh

well maby

unless i bitch out

and iif any one wants to go to cook off with me do tell

hmmm so lets seeee.tis been a a while

im good again

thanks to it almost being summer

i shall get my licens soon(if i put my mind to it)

cept i wont

cuz im lazy

cha

umm im only wrighting here for ali nassa cuz she questioned y i hadnt

i miss her a bunch

hopefully ill get to see all them old ppl ovr summer alot

that sould be pretty cool

any ways im sick

im going to watch the tv

AWESOME!

rock bottom....

being bipolar

i hate having ppl trick me in to getting exited ovr some thing thats not true

well its been a while sence i updated this thing...emm lets see.. for a while things were super fucking rad. but then i duno what happend but it went down hill i suppose... but u know w/e some times its for the best i guess...still makes u wonder what happend......

but any ways...sum up of spring break

durring the first week i got pissed off at my mom and painted my room which turned out for the best because she bought me new stuff from temple[IKEA] because i did a good job...ehh nothing eventfull realaly between then and friday but friday was interesting because i got lost in the gehtto, how evr i love the hood and feel quite comfortable there cuz it reminds me of where i grew up, which is always nice cuz i like the old neiborhood(b4 my parents had some money)  i miss it, if any one evr feels like going to the hood with me....ull b cool, liek woah! but yeah i wrote a whole myspace bit on that so i dont want to sum it all up again

last night

i went to davids house, danial ethan ad dabid were there.... we drove to a camp site thing and made fire with raid and axe + my lighter twas hella fun...some how on the way back[not intoxicated btw] a no shirts rule wasimposed i n the car..in a non sexual way of corse wer just super weired/ freckin cool.. then we drove around listing to that song thats liek im to sexy for my shirt...then played ding dong ditch and slid down rails at an elimentry school kinda rad then we went back to davids and felicia came and we talked and stuff and listend to rap and made danial and ethan sing till i fell asleep around 6ish ...btw i talkin my sleep...then i went homme the next moring

me and my mom watched 50 cents movie "get rich or die trying"....wen he getis in his first drug related fight she looked at me and sayed she hopes ill b ok....yeah i know what that means...but by the end of the movie i think that she has respect for me pretty cool

then we went to easter shit at my grandmothers house

some white blond hair blueeyed bitch cunt was imposing her self on our black festival (yeah shes 5 and yeah she took my place in the easter egg hunt) fucking cunt bag.....

i got pissed off by my family and went to sleep

i think i like needles alot more than i used to now theyr pretty rad i kinda want to be playing with one now o well

tommoro i get ot go have a cavity drilled out and fixed..YES...u know what that means FUCKING NOVICAINE YESSS! i love it..so much.. and if they use faggot laughing gass ill be so mad liek woah heh

my dads b day is tuseday i dont know what to get him i forget how old hes turning butits fucking old

right now imin kinda a bad mood liek i have been for the past 2ish weeks, not a bad mood i just realized that im way too shy for my own good and that i prolly messed things up for my seld in the long run but wondering too much and not accutlay figureing things out LAME GOD DAMN...eh i just want one thing to work out (i have some hting in mind but im nottttt teellliinnnggggg) it would b rad

i miss ali nassa hecka alot..i havnt talked to her in a long ass time....to b quite honest i think that public school is getting on my nevrs which is addign to my anger thing now...possibly bording school could b inorder?? i juss kinda miss going to burgundy or maby its just liek the ppl i miss and the small classes its hard to know ppl in public school but w/e

i get my license in like 3 weeks. cool.

any wyas im done bitching and shit for now i hope this up comming weekend has some thing hecka fucking rad happen that would get me unpissy w/e

iitey peaceout kiddos

b safe,b curtious, cingula   ( i duno thats what my phone says when i turn it off)

after being shot in th leg with a paint ball gun ive decided theres about 5 people in the world i would take a bullet for...i still dont really know who they all are but yeah...i mean befor i die (or the cause of my death) i would liek to be shot at least once...just to know what that feels like

i imagin that its painful but is it really as bad as it sounds?

mer i suppose it would b prefferable to be shot with a smaller gun if i dont intend to die from the wound

this brings up another point...where would i liek to be shot? very tough question...im thinking the sholder or the top of my chest on the left side of corse...i figure that if i got shot in ither of those places its the least dangerous for me

1. if the bullet did hit a nerve or some such at least it would b my left side

2. i wouldnt lose a limb hopefuly that way...maby only partial use of my left arm...im right handed so it wouldnt matter as much to me

3. there are less organs at the top of the chest...only a lung possibly and an artery or some such

finaly, ide rather show off a bullet wound then these silly  stab wounds

mer yeah i was just bored ant thinking about these things